I just don't want to do this anymore....
I just don't want to have my truck break down and have no idea how or when it get it fixed because I had the same problem dealt with just a few weeks back. But I need it ready to go to Kampala in 24 hours. Do I take the risk? Find other transport? Wait?
I just don't want to have to go to the bank and be treated like an idiot for something immigration (or the bank) messed up. Especially when MAF in Kampala has the original paperwork and they are the ones I'm paying to deal with this.
I don't want to bring my patient to the hospital and have to fight for tolerable (not even good) care. And hear that they didn't do the ultrasound and are waiting another day. And didn't give blood. And aren't even sure what the treatment plan is. And don't even have running water for the patients.
I don't want to go to church for a 9am program and actually get started at 12:15 and then have to rush and do a poor job because we wasted so much time.
I just don't want to anymore. I did it all yesterday and I'm done.
I'm in a great mood today. You should probably all be praying that this missionary can hold her crap together today.